Cinta Dalam Hati by UNGU (Y_Y)

as i cried by myself thinking about the 'moment' that i've been waiting for a long time didn't happen today, suddenly i heard this song from my playlist. yup, CINTA DALAM HATI by UNGU. (guys, ready to set your sad mode....)

The lyrics are exactly WHAT I FEEL TODAY! each and every sentences are perfectly describing my sorrow for the end of this day~

yup, im so much happy receiving lots of birthday wishes from my family and friends but there is one person that i've been waiting for the past-past years and today is the day that i should consider as the FINAL MOMENT of me waiting for him~

feel the rhythm if only you had the song, interpret the lyrics and for sure you know how i feel.... (Y__Y)

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku

mengagumi tanpa di cintai

tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia

dalam hidupmu, dalam hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu

menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku

tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah

bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku

ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu

meski ku tunggu hingga hujung waktuku

dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya

dan izinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja

tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya

dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejap saja

NO, I DON'T HATE HIM!
not even less...not even once...

because i can't change the way i feel about him and
now i know that im the one who feel this way BUT not him.....~

yup, i should let him go... ~